suckage.

if you have a bad monday... you can usually almost guarantee your week is just not going to be fun.

what it means for me is i am anticipating the next monday when my week will be fresh and i'll get another chance.

"tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it" - thank you anne of green gables....

but i disagree... often times your mistakes today don't fully KARMAround to getcha til tomorrow...

AND THAT SUCKS.

(i'm still laughing at my last sentence.... haha)

all the same: i'm getting ready to take a nap.

i do want to say though...

i took advantage of one of my professors today...

and now i just feel awful.

i'm not going to go in and be all noble about it and apologize because i feel like that isn't necessary...

it wasn't even that big of a deal...

but it just made me realize that i tend to do this a lot.

my reputation in classes is really good and when i take advantage of it... allow a prof to believe i would never intentionally miss a class or come late...

well it IS deceiving them...

and it made me feel bad.

not doing that again.

and what that means is : getting all my homework done the night before.

and saying no to josh miles when he wants to go get coffee at 10:30 when a girls already IN bed getting ready to go to sleep...

i need to make better decisions... and not to allow the negative suckage of a week to cause me to feel ENTITLED to make a worse one.

get that?

we shouldn't say to ourselves... MAN this weeks been really ROUGH (not admitting we probably brought that upon ourselves in some form or other)....

I DESERVE THIS.

and then go do something that you'll pay for the next day...

gosh im stupid sometimes.

ALRIGHT: nap time.

1. new genre homework

2. figure drawing painting

3. umbrella

4. clfm article

5. clean the house